Tuesday, September 25, 2012

Remedy

I swear I will never never never be too lazy to apply sunscreen ever again. This sunburn itch is driving me up the wall and I have lain in bed for two agonizing hours scratching like a delusional parasitosis patient. I regret (x10000) not using sunscreen and not owning any aloe vera gel. Am now waiting for the effects of piriton to kick in. If I'm able to wake up in 4.5h time under this sedation, I bet I'd be really doozy in class tmrw.

Sigh

My lids are not droopy yet.

I've realized that it helps, when I have a problem, to type the problem into Google, and find that millions of people have the same problem (or worse) and read the advice of many strangers.

I itch. :(

Terribly.

Itchy is me.

I want to eat another antihistamine but fear that I will die of respiratory depression. I do not want to go to school tmrw and scratch like a monkey on the MRT.

I hate the "I" word. God, I can't think about anything else. Apart from the aforementioned and the subject matter of my previous post. Ask me how I am and I will tell you I feel like $&@"%*€£••#. Absolutely hate this feeling. But of course I won't. The most outrageous cussing you might hear from me is shit. An innocent smelly piece of stool.
fuck.

Wednesday, September 19, 2012

Hello September

I'm in the slackest posting of M5 now where we can go out for lunch everyday and wear shorts to class :D it feels amazing! I have time to read my chick lit and use my hair mask. Lessons start at 10 am tomorrow (omg TEN am is an unknown luxury I'm gonna have a proper sit-down breakfast at 8), so I'm gonna read shopaholic and sister now!

Wednesday, September 5, 2012

Rainy night

Ever since I read H's post on running on a "grey skies morning" with an impending storm, I've been wanting to do that! There've been some mornings which have been exactly like that during my trudge to hospital but all I could do was look longingly at the sky. However by the time the work day ends all energy to run is gone. Recently I had a bout of ulnar nerve neuropraxia which really scared me. Thank God I don't have MS!! Had a great day today. Love my new dress which came in the mail and my new top purchased online today and my new starry starry sky nails!! :) and my half day due to cramps! And the rain now!

Sunday, September 2, 2012

You say I'm like a wall

From the well from which that one tear came Seems to brim one thousand more Threatening to flood these fresh floral sheets How much more weary can a heart feel? Will mine ever truly heal?