Let it go

It's the best weather to go running now when it's cloudy grey skies out. It would be great to clear my mind and blow off the stress of the past few weeks. Unfortunately I'm not recovered from the flu and run the risk of viral myocarditis...maybe tomorrow.

On a brighter note, I managed to watch an artsy film today 'Before sunrise'. Have the two sequels in store :) also, my long-awaited leave is next week!! And going to watch Frozen tonight!

So it's over

I guess I never really thought it would really truly end. Not when we argued. Not when we broke up. Not when you told me you went on a date. Not when I went out with someone else. Not that I thought it would work out, but it was really hard to imagine that it would end. But when I heard you say those words.....

Post call

Have been in bed the whole day after a most tiring night.

Weekend off

These are the best kinds of weekend ever. Waking up at 830 to eat beef pie stuffed with mozarella (ai xin zao can) by mom, watching three episodes of season 10 of grey's anatomy, listening to radio with grandma, long naps, reading jane green novels, having meals together and celebrating gma's birthday, pampering myself with my new brazil nut cream exfoiliating bath.

Only im sick and having a sore throat and runny nose and on call monday....

How I feel about you...

is like I would do just about anything to take your pain away and see you smile again.

Just want to curl up and die.

Acute confusional state

Delirium?!

What is happening to me...................................... @.@

Home movie night

I've just finished watching New York I Love You (in preparation for my trip there at the end of the year). It's a very artsy movie, and gives me the feeling that I'm people-watching. Quite enjoyed it.

Goodbye my patient,

The first one I've lost.

Starting work

It feels surreal that I'm starting work on Thursday!! It seems like from ages ago, I have been saying that I can't wait to grow up and start work and live a real adult life. But now that it's just three days away....

My student life is really and truly OVER! (Can't believe it :o) New phase of my life begins....where I have to start thinking about what percentage of income to save, whether to invest, and other grown up things. Hehe I still feel like a kid, really.

Finally my Internet is at a good speed (thanks to my dear bf)

Phuket was fun, we lived like kings in a luxurious house :) Breakfast with a splendid ocean view, dinners enjoying sunset, and good company.

I always thought that I had my whole life planned out.... Was going to be a surgical resident this year, then a consultant after five years of training. Was going to get married by 26 years old, and living in a lovely apartment designed by myself and the interior designer. Was going to have my first child by 30 years old. Was going to get my license within 8 months of working, and own a car by the time I'm a MO.

BUT........

I'm a ways away from the game plan. Oh well, God will make a way for me. Doesn't matter that I can't decide what to do career-wise just yet, doesn't matter that my love life had a terribly rocky patch, or the myriad of mixed feelings, or that I have to go for surgery to get rid of Sally.

Take all that daily toil, plants in our heart’s poor soil, 
Take all we start and spoil, each hopeful dream.
The chances we have missed, the graces we resist, 
Lord, in thy Eucharist, take and redeem.

My first stay home free day

Love this type of day. All I've done today is sleep in and eat a nachos cheese bread and white chocolate mocha!

So MBBS is over. I am finally on the other side of the line now! :) It has been a hectic year with stress +++ at the end. A few milestones and bucket list events in my life all happened in these short months...MBBS, grad trip, parasailing, and going for my first surgery ever (as a patient) soon.

Just got back from Whitsundays and Sydney. Will be going to Genting tomorrow and Phuket soon! :)

I <3 holidays.="" p="">

My life is almost perfect

MBBS is over. It was the most stressful exam of my life.

Leaving for Aussie in two days! :)

One month to go

It's actually not that bad....we get to stay home, no need to wake up before dawn to go to hospital, no need to eat at kopitiam everyday, no need to take endless MRT rides. Plus it's two and a half weeks of break! One of the 'long' holidays in med school. As Prof K said, it's a rite of passage and this period is when immense acquisition of knowledge happens. Once you pass, you are worthy to be called a doctor. Sleep and eat well and study hard!!!!

You shall wander far in safety, though you do not know the way

I had a very happy weekend with my family and my alien :)

My new study plan is too sleep at 10 every night so that I'm fresh the next day!

Baby

Sometimes being in a relationship brings more loneliness than being alone. Because it is only when you have known intimacy that you learn the feeling of being without.

Sitting in an empty room

It's January 20 12:12 am.

I have just filled up my employment application form. Took a day off mugging today and let myself have a yummy brunch, sleep a lot and watch Grey's Anatomy. But..........I'm still kinda blue. Everyday should have enough time for soy lattes, espresso maple bacon and green tea kitkats, all of which I had today (:

Somehow when I'm down, Linkin Park would play in my head...haha. At the moment it's Waiting for the end to come.

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