Tuesday, September 5, 2017

Hologram hearts

Somewhere in 2013, I made a mistake that hurt someone I love. I'm not sure how it all went horribly wrong, or how I could have prevented it from turning out the way that it did. All I know is a deep regret; and it was then that I learnt the depth of the feeling I am sorry.

Now it is 2017, and I am 4 years older but probably not that much wiser. Some nights I feel like I'm on the verge of making a similar mistake. There is no way of knowing the consequences of your actions. It could lead to a beautiful outcome or a repeat of the mistake of your younger years. Is the glimpse of the possibility of happy ever after worth the immense risk?

What I keep in my heart but have not told you... I'm sorry for everything that I've done.

Friday, January 13, 2017

friday the 13th

2017 is here. I've been watching The legend of the blue sea. Lee Min Ho!!! (oh, my heart)

Since my last post, I've completed my third solo trip which was to China! Chengdu (such cute pandas munching on bamboo and rolling around), Jiuzhaigou (where snow fell and made it magical - one of my most memorable trips) and Beijing (where I discovered apple vinegar). Feeling nostalgic now and like I should plan my forth solo trip! What is it about solo trips that are so addictive?

At the moment, I am 27 and (still) living at home and really wish that I would move out to live what I consider "a real adult life" soon. I am engaged to be married and I have discovered the new love of my life, Lego!! I played it all the time as a kid, and fell in love again. My latest build, which started tonight, is the Assembly Square.

Hehe.. I am 27 going on 7...

P.S. can't believe when I started this blog I was 19!