My life is almost perfect

MBBS is over. It was the most stressful exam of my life.

Leaving for Aussie in two days! :)

One month to go

It's actually not that bad....we get to stay home, no need to wake up before dawn to go to hospital, no need to eat at kopitiam everyday, no need to take endless MRT rides. Plus it's two and a half weeks of break! One of the 'long' holidays in med school. As Prof K said, it's a rite of passage and this period is when immense acquisition of knowledge happens. Once you pass, you are worthy to be called a doctor. Sleep and eat well and study hard!!!!

You shall wander far in safety, though you do not know the way

I had a very happy weekend with my family and my alien :)

My new study plan is too sleep at 10 every night so that I'm fresh the next day!

Baby

Sometimes being in a relationship brings more loneliness than being alone. Because it is only when you have known intimacy that you learn the feeling of being without.

Sitting in an empty room

It's January 20 12:12 am.

I have just filled up my employment application form. Took a day off mugging today and let myself have a yummy brunch, sleep a lot and watch Grey's Anatomy. But..........I'm still kinda blue. Everyday should have enough time for soy lattes, espresso maple bacon and green tea kitkats, all of which I had today (:

Somehow when I'm down, Linkin Park would play in my head...haha. At the moment it's Waiting for the end to come.

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The stress talking

We come to it at last....these final few months of med school leading up to the MBBS. I used to be eager to quickly start working but with only three months of school left, I can't help but feel sad that it's going to end. Leaving behind our sheltered student life, the friends that we have been through so many postings with, the zero real responsibility in the wards.... I don't feel ready, to take the exam, to start working, to lead a grown-up life, to get hitched, to live away from my family... I don't wanna grow up!!!! At least we will still be doing the same things together, as in embark on HOship together. I guess I'm scared of change and uncertainty and leaving my comfort zone and going out into the unknown future :(

Here I am, Lord

I will go Lord, if you lead me
I will hold your people in my heart