Sloth

Impending rain with its telltale grey skies and lightning helps me to focus. It relaxes me and clears my mind so that I am able to think about measles and vaccination. Still, there is much to be desired of my recent unmotivation and unacceptable sloth. At the back of my mind, I am furious, yes, furious with myself for allowing myself to descend into this soul-sucking spiral. I want to be worthy of it, and I resolve to make up for these past weeks with fervour.